The… (2018)

Plot

In this revealing documentary, actor Attila candidly shares the profound impact of the abuse he suffered as a child and adult, detailing the torment inflicted by his parents and their destructive relationship. He opens up about his battles with substance abuse, both drugs and alcohol, while navigating his career as an actor and filmmaker. Attila reflects on the challenges of aging, his complicated feelings towards the industry, and his journey as an artist through writing, painting, and sketching. He also discusses his experiences in the adult video industry and the struggles he's faced with his sexuality.